Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 23:30
Love, me.
Why does al bad stuffs come at the same time?
It really hurts.
Firstly, Band hav already ended for me.
Sad im leaving the band and my 1-4years bandmates, people who saw me grew.
During this years, some made me felt that i was really their sibling and is always ther for me.
People like meizhen,lifang,sharmaine,qianping,shawn,royston,jearelle,trena,jiawen.
& there is also crazy mates like Diona&clique, Siyi&clique that is always making my day.
Thanks.
Secondly, ther is something that is bothering me more than leaving the band.
I'l miss you Mr.C & Mr.G ;'[
Thirdly, Mrs ma has left.
I almost broke down man.
Fourthly, Mrs yap is leaving.
Damm.
Fifthly, Dissapointment because i thought too much.
Today's situation is an indictation t how you'r treating me.
Maybe its nothing t you but t me I felt we werent even friends.
Not now, Not even the future, Not anymore. I felt it, I felt my efforts went down the drain.
I guess it stops here.
I wont try anymore. It hurts.
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Speech day was awesome.
We played really very wel. much nicer than Syf.
Jayhan forced my tears t drop out.
Hugs from juniors was really great and made me cry.
Shawn's letter&message made me cried.
Band songs made me cry.
/Tons of Pictures up tmr hopefully.